Gone Soon.

Metaphors falling less

to describe the pain,distress

Each second, an assault

bringing eupnea to halt

Pain permeating with air

i inhale,unrelenting despair

Severity is such,intense

blood clogged,senses fenced

Organs failing,choices marred

burning flames,life charred

Palpitations at speed unknown

to pieces, heart will be blown

And it seems,never-ending

time ticking,and its ascending

Lost hope,and myself too

i'd be gone soon,minutes few.

Soul Burns.

Let it burn tonight

no constraint,no fight

The soul has to go

in flames,wounds glow

Torment validated

an oneiric land,abetted

To wish and wish more

only to go bloody sore

The fire will be just

burning, soul under crust

With no remains,no trace

and no dreams to chase

The bloody game will stop

no lesions,heartbeats drop

Its in flames tonight

the soul,and it dies

Contemplating..

Contemplating suicide

never too easy

a lot, tried

of life,queasy..

Reason not one

undermine flesh

far under yon

millions enmesh

Self-fix mechanism ceased

weakness possessed

soul deceased

hollowness distressed..

Choices marred

declared cipher

what if scarred

death-term;than a lifer..

Black Smoke..

Wanting to live in smoke

blurring the vision

diluting the reality

and losing presicion..

Its too much chaos

as life moves on

obscured all the time

passing each milestone..

So such would be the life

in the dense black smoke

nothing would be visible

no thoughts to provoke..

Inhaling and exhaling

would seem same

not like what prevails

exhaling anger;inhaling blame..

Soaking myself in smoke

all senses at hault

wounds not felt

nor any assault..

Love Locked Down...Save..

Keeping Love Locked down

in abstruse ail i drown..

and nowhere to go..run

my debile spirit,i want to shun..

heart is wrenching,life too

suspiring is punishing to pursue..

love yearns your presence,touch

either you or death,ill clutch..

stare once in my direction

heart will throw your reflection..

because it holds you,sole

swear by my dying soul..

it needs you..come..

come before i go numb..

release the love locked down

save me or else i will drown..

 

My pic!

Ive been too lazy to do it so mahima did it for me!

They are my b'day pics.

Fading Away...

Burn my Soul
and blow the ashes
heart losing control
with each beat crashes

all was at stake
wish i could lower it then
would have subdued the ache
and no torments again

trusted so bad
that am in awe
with love that i had
i still had a flaw

revival is vital
but will is gone
after your each recital
it remains withdrawn

soul was here to stay
with you forever
but better now it goes away
and lessen your endeavor

so it will burn at earliest
i promise for sure
giving u rest
and happiness i assure