Seeking Solace In Myself..

Tired,trying..and understanding

its useless making myself understand to them

because that way am highly demanding 

uncaring,uninvolved..am condemned..

 

Their lives..highly affected by me

a lot of afflictions..they say

not trying to infer and see

"my role defied and i underplay"..

At fault..almost since i was born

hard to live with..pain i extend.. 

so what they do..is remove this thorn

on me they can never depend..

My unhinges..oh they are besides the point

and i feel am nothing..a defaulter..precisely

so shed me off..because i only disappoint.. 

and they  always behaved nicely..

Damn me..and my problems;just

be happy and don't face

am still on the solitary path,n i must

essentially seek in myself,solace