Saturday, January 10, 2009

Insecurities..

Gulping my insecurities
life marked by adversities 
crusading mind's impurities
avenging fear of severities..

long its been a process
breaking each neuron 
still trying to suppress
and calmly holding on..

But as a night dies
my insecurities are alive
and with each sunrise
my fears multiply and thrive..

Losing myself to these fears
on them,i seem to choke
still trying to prevent tears
and my situation,i try to cloak..

I want a miracle to take place
annihilation of pain and frights 
someone to lovingly embrace
and cure my afflictive nights..

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Living Disgraced..

Living disgraced
entity erased
mirror lies
uncloaked disguise
proclaimed grime
by someone prime
feelings obliterated 
pain infiltrated
no relief
to one's disbelief
sagacities passed
left aghast
whom to oppose
such severe blows
devoid of sanity
allegations of profanity
lost dignity 
causes at infinity..