This lyf of mine which i am living
want it 2 end..cuz cnt live 2 hear her misgivings...
she tells herself she made a wrong decision
she probably neva saw it thru my vision
n nw iv left wid no choice 2 believe
bt wt am afraid..dat she'l wrongly perceive..
cuz i got no debate to defend myself now
if onli i cud do smthn..question is how..
remembr the time wen i told u..that it really hurts if u stumble in love
dat was way bfore u luvd me. i ws afraid den 2...bt neva knew u cud really shove me off..
the things u told me..dat it ws not love...cuz u said u knew
i duno wt 2 say ..cuz u say it ws an illusion..nw frm which u withdrew..
i know i shudnt b selfish....n shudnt demand of smthn i neva had
bt probably u neva knew wt u cud hav done..tried..den i wouldnt hav been so sad..
u'l say u tried..i wont disagree
bt plausibly u tried by changn urself...which i neva wntd 2 see..
u were guilty..u stated..of nt loving me
n here i ask god..wt abt me..whu luvd u mre den boundless sea..
i really wish u wud think bout wt it was being together
was it really unpleasant..like a stormy weather..
i noe its wrong to impose urself on sum one
bt if dat sum1 is everythn fo u..sum things surely can b undone..
