This lyf of mine which i am living
want it 2 end..cuz cnt live 2 hear her misgivings...
she tells herself she made a wrong decision
she probably neva saw it thru my vision
n nw iv left wid no choice 2 believe
bt wt am afraid..dat she'l wrongly perceive..
cuz i got no debate to defend myself now
if onli i cud do smthn..question is how..
remembr the time wen i told u..that it really hurts if u stumble in love
dat was way bfore u luvd me. i ws afraid den 2...bt neva knew u cud really shove me off..
the things u told me..dat it ws not love...cuz u said u knew
i duno wt 2 say ..cuz u say it ws an illusion..nw frm which u withdrew..
i know i shudnt b selfish....n shudnt demand of smthn i neva had
bt probably u neva knew wt u cud hav done..tried..den i wouldnt hav been so sad..
u'l say u tried..i wont disagree
bt plausibly u tried by changn urself...which i neva wntd 2 see..
u were guilty..u stated..of nt loving me
n here i ask god..wt abt me..whu luvd u mre den boundless sea..
i really wish u wud think bout wt it was being together
was it really unpleasant..like a stormy weather..
i noe its wrong to impose urself on sum one
bt if dat sum1 is everythn fo u..sum things surely can b undone..
3 comments:
superbly written poemz! poems which really touch d heart!!! gud job dun samridh by lettin ur true feelingz come out! superbly written!
wishin ya best of luck for yrz 2 come!
cheers!
regardz
shravan!
was reading ur old poems..n it makes me cry..am so sorry fr ever hurting u..bt u noe dt time i ws never too sure wn i broke up n nw wn i reflect back i thnk it happnd fr gud cuz after dt i got to time to thnk to evaluate my state n u noe wt...it made me realise i need u wd me.. it made r bond soo much stronger..made me sure...n i love u!
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