Detached Attachment..

Wish I had the power to forget it all

and move on with my life..slowly crawl..

but powerless..am attached to umpteen

hurting them...collecting their hurts..its been;

long ,long time,iv seemed to forget

myself,my dreams,my life at best

don't want to be alone,but yet 

want some relief..no regrets..

should i cut myself,or cut off all cords

iv been guilt always..show their records..

love has the power to heal and hurt

iv been hurt and its overt..

but that doesn't mean i don't want to be loved..

then why always am shoved off..

so figuring it out..speculating 

i want a change and am slowly changing...

dependent...shouldn't be..rightful abatement

Need to practice..Detached Attachment..