Happiness For You..Death For Me..

Bleeding on the deathbed

holding words unsaid..

pain penetrating

life is cheating..

Once begged god to give me death

he listened;and only now am short of breath..

last thoughts..smothering my head

justice given alas;soon I'd be dead..

i hurt either ways;with me,without me

i cause sadness;how well i can see..

now i know..am a grime soul

enough of proofs you've already told..

i cause you pain;even when am dying

i loved you i thought;more than life,implying

but your wounds don't seem to fill up

and to my wounds ill soon succumb..

you don't need to beg me to love you

u could never see;that is what all i do

but its hard to see you this way

am sure;after this you'll be okay

i promise not to cause more aching

you would know but i was not faking..

because this life of mine

is on fast decline..

i wanted you more than anyone 

but you were right;nothing can be undone..

before i go;i want to tell you 

my love couldn't have ever been so true..

i failed somehow;

death for me now..

I'd silently expire

happiness you'd reacquire..